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Slice of expression living in Alfina's moments.

Saturday, November 14, 2015

Sudah SMA yow

Hey guys, I've been so so so so late (unposting anything about 6 months)! ><
Im here writing................. informing yall......... im now a senior high school student! and after a hard struggle in national exam, i got embarrassing score but nvm it doesnt really bother my future education. anyway, I am accepted being a new freshman in Man 3 Malang. well, it needs a really hard work to reach there. I need to review my lessons from 7th till 9th grade, and of course praying. Realizing that I'm not the only one who attempts to go to Man 3 Malang, I should be down-to-earth....... Well, fortunately and gladly, I passed the test and the announcement on the white board told me I am accepted! woohoo, Alhamdulillah. 
Fellas, the nastiest thing is that I took Math and Science as my first choice, this makes me hav to survive about 3 years to study all of the science and counting thingos....... This is a struggle. ughhshsh

As a freshman, I must expirience MOS (Masa Orientasi Siswa), yeah well its a hard struggle too. I hav to bring sumthing mysterious (padahal yo biasa ae) wkwk. Nah, thats not too hard. But unintentionally I did something embarrassing, I was late going to school. It says we hav to arrive amx. at 6.20 but I arrived 6.15, I felt secure but suddenly a senior came to me and said "you shouldnt be late 5 minutes, come on, try being discipline"....... well I realized and that made my day fully distracted... Plus, I got detention to read Qur'an 2 juz.....well. thats okay. P.S : I wast snapped and I am SO SO SO SO malu ><

This is the happy moment. We went outbound (out from the bound(something mengikat)) lol, we went to.... i forgot the name but (we) had happy day there. We? I dont even know anyone's faces yet. i only knew Zahro, Adam, Nahda. They were my junior school mates. Sadly........ lol. And guys, we had outbound n divided into animal groups, I got Tiger group! we joined the outbound together.......and washed our body together ((still using clothes lol)), and the OUTBOUND WAS SUCCESS! we went home by angkot and arrived afternoon. 

Friday, alhamdulillah. I started having lessons and daily routine, well I hav to be semangat cos everyone here's smart. >-< im gonna feel like im the dumbest but no, i still hav ability to memorize something (i call it biology ability) lol. Im quiet not interested on science except astrology, biology, anatomy. I just knew that astrology was only for the ones who take olympiade class. sadly, I dont take olympiade class because of many reasons, guys. I wanna enjoy ma lyf on organizations like osis, and i literally wanna join debate club, so I better not choose olympiad huhu. And I finally regret it. My friend Sabrina was one of my mate in osis, she is chemistry olympiadegurl?????? Im shocked and a little regretful gitu......... Ya kalau memang suda takdirnya, aku harus tegar........

Well thats i-nuf
Im looking for memorable stories, soon im gonna share it here! :) bubaii

Sunday, April 19, 2015

pŒmm

winners never quit, and quitters never win.

am i worthy to win?
to be honest, it's already 14 days to go and I had a bad preparation...... how can I be such a worthy if my effort is still 8 (in the scale of 10).

im really confused
where to continue
i bet im not the only one who feels like this.
for me, this is a really hard time
but the show will go on in 14 days
.....................
i'll try my best
this isnt late to build by goal
i dont wanna feel ashame for my result
i wanna smile happy with my families
wanna make them proud, glad, happy.

to make them happy, i am sure i am gonna past the test with a worthy and satisfying ones. 

actually, i never agreed with this type of formality that lacks us from the freedom-ness, but i am 
indonesian, so yeah i have to follow the rules to pass this grade to the next level...... yup 

readers, if you are my junior or senior, pray for us ok........................

thankyou
very much
sincerely,

finaa


Tuesday, January 27, 2015

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the ones who you really trust, can be trust breaker.
the ones who you really love, can hurt you the most.
and, the ones who rely on you, can leave you and let you go someday.

I just can't think why my surroundings are just curious about my feelings, they don't really care.